I spent the next year subbing for the district that laid me off. Talk about a morale breaker. It was heartbreaking to sub for teachers you use to work with and train. I took a 3 month long term sub position at a great school in my town. I'd been so use to working at Title I schools so this was a nice change.
I spent that summer on Ed Join several times a day, in search for a teaching job. I became a pro at filling out applications and updating my cover letter and resume. Shoot, my letters of reference inspired me to hire myself if I could!
I'd applied to teach in Hawaii last year and got a call in the fall to start teaching in 2 weeks. I nailed my interview and had a huge decision to make. Holy crap, how am I going to pack, move, and find a place to live, let along get a class ready? Sounds like insanity! But I followed my dream and took it. I moved over with 2 large boxes and 2 pieces of luggage. I had rented a vacation rental for a few days until I found a place to live {that's a whole other blog post}.
Teaching in Hawaii was beautiful and I fulfilled a dream. I brought my knowledge from the mainland and was able to share it with new teachers. I taught PD classes for beginning teachers and shared how to run a successful Literacy Workshop, or centers. I learned so much in Hawaii and am so grateful for the opportunity, but had a lot going on in my personal life and just wanted to be home.
Like the summers before, I spent all of my time back on Ed Join. I shipped my car back from Hawaii to Washington. My mom, my dog Marley, and I picked up my car and went on a road trip to Seattle, Oregon, and the California coast.
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On the way, I got a call for an interview. All I had were bikinis and sundresses so we scoured the mall for an interview outfit.
I had three interviews for a position in Calabassas {Hello Kardashians} In the end, I declined the position because they hired me on a Thursday to begin teaching on the following Monday. I hadn't even moved back home yet and wasn't ready to make another move. On the bright side, I was honing in on my interview skills and feeling confident.
I sucked up my pride and took an Aide position in a prominent community that was featured on several reality shows. I was told that it was my way to get my foot in the door. Everyone else who took the position earned a teaching job, so I figured I could do this for a year. I worked as a Reading Specialist in a 19/hour position. It was great working with struggling readers but I missed being in the classroom. I had a panel interview for a teaching position at my school. I truly thought this was FINALLY my time. I had paid my dues and it was going to work out. The HR person on the panel was friends with my mentor and was a principal in my former district, my current Principal was on the panel, and one of the teachers who wrote a letter of reference for me was also on the panel.
2 brand new teachers got the jobs. This is when I learned about politics and lost some faith in teaching. I felt incredibly helpless and frustrated. I went back to my Aide position feeling defeated and embarrassed. That was one of the toughest years because I faced a lot of bullying and intimidation. It was the happiest day when I was able to walk out on the last day and not look back. I knew my value and refused to be taken advantage of again. It also showed me that sadly, some teachers are competitive with one another and will go to any length to knock you down. I vowed to be less naive in the future.
I interviewed for a 1/2 position an hour away from me. This was the 2nd time that I had to do a model lesson. I used the GLAD strategies and incorporated it into a Project Based Learning lesson. I left the interview feeling good but learned a few years ago not to over think it or get too excited. I interviewed Monday, got the call Wednesday, and began setting up my classroom on Thursday to start teaching on Monday. Not only am I an interview queen, I may be a master at setting up classrooms quickly! I loved my class and teaching a combo. It was challenging but once I got it down, it was great! I also learned that I love 2nd grade. I never knew this was possible because my heart was in 1st grade for so many years.
But March rolled around and I received another pink slip. I was really sad because I was told that I was safe. It gets frustrating, but I love teaching too much to do anything else. Funny thing is that the day I was laid off, I got a call to reinterview for yet another position. It was informal since we all made it into a teacher pool from last year.
I'm thrilled to say that this is the first summer I won't be spending on Ed Join because I will be teaching 2nd grade in San Diego.
It's been a long journey and there have been lots of tears and a broken heart.
But teachers are dedicated, passionate, and driven. We will get knocked down and will always get back up. For those of you in a similar situation or if you're starting out in your teaching career, it will eventually work out the way it should. Just take away lessons from each experience and you'll be ok. I want to share with you some things I've learned over the years with a ton of interview practice. I created this for Tara's "Monday Made It."
Grab 6 page of interview tips and questions here!
Kristen! Thank you so much for sharing your journey! I just love getting to know you. You are so sweet and strong! You are gonna kick butt in San Diego :)
ReplyDeletePs. WHY DID I JUST FIND OUT I WASN'T FOLLOWING YOU ON BLOGLOVIN!? So sorry, I fixed it! ;)
DeleteFantastic! I really enjoyed reading about your experiences. We have been on similar pink slip paths. I am so glad you do not have to interview and go through the layoffs this year! I can't wait to talk with you tomorrow!
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Sheila
Wow, Kristen! I had no idea you've had such a bumpy ride! I love what you said about knowing your worth and not believing you are any less! Love that! You are one dedicated and strong woman...love that about you! I'm so glad you found your place in another 2nd grade classroom. Let's hope this is your final stop!
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Kristen,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing your story with us! I had no idea how many times you have been pink slipped or that you taught in Hawaii. Pink slips are not cool, but Hawaii, that is so cool! I can't wait to hear more about that one day! :-)
Thank you for sharing all these tips and using your story to inspire other teachers. I'm so glad you have not let the politics of teaching or the economy get in the way of your passion or your dreams! I am so HAPPY that you don't have to spend your summer time on EDJOIN and that you have a position for next year. I bet this will be the best summer yet! =)
Lauren
A Teachable Teacher
I stumbled upon your post because I was reading your "Why I'll Never Be Teacher of the Year" post. Anyway, your post is so inspiring! I remember the heartbreak of not getting a call for a single interview when my husband was relocated from Florida to Georgia, and having to go back to Florida to teach while my husband stayed in Georgia. Who would have ever thought?!?
ReplyDeleteI also noticed that your summer countdown page from you last picture is actually something I created! I mean HOLY CRAP! I don't ever expect to see something I created in pictures :) What a small world we live in!
Theresa
True Life I’m a Teacher